I would like to change my attitude for her

Yesterday she finally told me that the reason that she angry me

because i didn't tell her about the person is my ex-girlfriend automatically.

When i hear about that,

i really don't know why she will angry me of this.

If she ask me sure i will tell her about my ex-girlfriend no matter all of it,

but she didn't ask me before lor...haiz

Impossible a person will suddenlly say about those not important de thing without asking de mar...

Hmm...and i really dunno why she don't want to change back her status on facebook...

she told me that she wants to change the status to single...

When i ask her why...

She tells me in two words:

For siok.

This two words really hurt me deeply at the time...

I really don't know...

she says she still love me then why she wants to change the status into single?

Early in the morning she wakes me up with a sweet smile...

I'm feeling very happy about that...

but i keep think dao the way she scold me last night

No longer...she is busy and go to works at her dad's shop.

When after training badminton,i went back home.

The first things i do is switch my computer on and check on what's the news that about her on facebook...

Suddenlly,my heart feels like breaking...

i saw her comment on my friend's profile...

she says to my friend that she was single...

and looking for a boyfriend to marry...

The words makes my mind suddenlly blank!

I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY SHE WANTS TO SAY LIKE THAT TO HER FRIENDS!

ANYONE OF YOU?CAN TELL ME ABOUT THE REASON?

After that,one of my friends give me some advise...

he tells me that i have to trust in my girlfriend....

believe in her no matter what...

I promised myself to changed my attitude to her...

I have promised myself to love her forever too...

Although i'm still dunno is that she really loves me...

but i must try to believe in her...

-The end-

10/6/10

Writen on 1.43 a.m.