真爱?

爱情是没有"永远"这个字的存在的.

当你和你的爱人在一起拍拖

,就算你愿意和你的爱人永远的在一起,

但对方也不一定会真正的和你到永远.

I would like to change my attitude for her

Yesterday she finally told me that the reason that she angry me

because i didn't tell her about the person is my ex-girlfriend automatically.

When i hear about that,

i really don't know why she will angry me of this.

If she ask me sure i will tell her about my ex-girlfriend no matter all of it,

but she didn't ask me before lor...haiz

Impossible a person will suddenlly say about those not important de thing without asking de mar...

Hmm...and i really dunno why she don't want to change back her status on facebook...

she told me that she wants to change the status to single...

When i ask her why...

She tells me in two words:

For siok.

This two words really hurt me deeply at the time...

I really don't know...

she says she still love me then why she wants to change the status into single?

Early in the morning she wakes me up with a sweet smile...

I'm feeling very happy about that...

but i keep think dao the way she scold me last night

No longer...she is busy and go to works at her dad's shop.

When after training badminton,i went back home.

The first things i do is switch my computer on and check on what's the news that about her on facebook...

Suddenlly,my heart feels like breaking...

i saw her comment on my friend's profile...

she says to my friend that she was single...

and looking for a boyfriend to marry...

The words makes my mind suddenlly blank!

I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY SHE WANTS TO SAY LIKE THAT TO HER FRIENDS!

ANYONE OF YOU?CAN TELL ME ABOUT THE REASON?

After that,one of my friends give me some advise...

he tells me that i have to trust in my girlfriend....

believe in her no matter what...

I promised myself to changed my attitude to her...

I have promised myself to love her forever too...

Although i'm still dunno is that she really loves me...

but i must try to believe in her...

-The end-

10/6/10

Writen on 1.43 a.m.

What a Moody day!

I'm sad...last night i have cry for a girl that i love again.I can't sleep well,i can't read my oral script for the oral test on tomorrow.I spent a whole night to thinking myself what i have done to make her so angry.I think and think...thinking about what we have quarrel about...For all the boy in the worlds,can you accept your girlfriend wearing his ex-boyfriend t-shirt?But i can't live without her,she is the only girl that makes me feel that my life is valuable to staying in the world.So i decided to apologies to her when i'm talking phone with her in the night...i said that all of it was my fault.But she was sick,she is getting fever,this makes my heart feeling more painful.After that i call her to takes some panadol from her mom and try to sleep earlier.Early in the morning when i wakes up,my eyes was reddening and i look at my phone,i thought she will send me a morning call,she did this everyday before we quarrel.When i arrived school,some of my friends keep looking at my eyes...they ask me what happened on me last night...but i didn't tell them...i just act nothing happened.Suddenlly,i miss her.i send her a message,she told me that she is busying...so i didn't disturb her at the time...Grrring~the school's bells have been rang...i look at my phone...i still didn't received any message from her...i'm thinking is that she is still angry at me?or she don't love me anymore?after that she send me a message...all the message that she send to me makes me felt so cold...i felt very fed-up,i didn't reply her message afterthat.But afterthat i keep worry about will she send me back a message?.About an hour later,i received a message that she send to me.The message shows that she was in a good mood,the message makes me feel very happy.I guess she have been forgive me =)

-The End-

My wrong?

Today i'm sad....my girlfriend did something wrong to me...but she don't wants to admit it...she didn't reply my message start from last night...she didn't answer my phone...i really don't know why she rather quarrel with me because of that cloth....why she must keep it?